A space for me ..

sometime i need a part for me to talk , to feel i still have a voice at least ! ..
but its life bad to make us mostly speechless 
other while i feel its someones' else bad !
maybe its gonna be better 
no surely its gonna be perfect ^^
but ..
when ? 
when everything will get fixed ??

years ago , before joining college 
I thought NO problem can face me without a solution :) 
I was full of positive , didn't know all i going through 
LIFE is really a good practicing teacher ..

I thought for long time ago .. 
that having true good friends can solve any trouble 
I tried to be in every single word 
but after a while i noticed that i only paid my time for Nothing to gain !

Good friends in fact but I wasn't the way I saw them that time ! :)
Its like a dark sea , expecting to sea golden fishes deep inside it ! :D
Funny me :'D